Simply Me!!!!!!

Thank God for everyone

2008-06-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

Wow! Just wanna tell those people who wrote me cards....Thanks alot everybody
Just finished reading every single ' encouragement ' ever written. Its like the next best energy drink second to God's word its like 100 plus cos God's words is red bull cos it always gives me wings hahaaha so funny(You better laugh now!) But really those that wrote me any encouragement, i really wanna thank you and yes i have even the first encouragement letter when i just converted and yes its really been an exiciting journey.
With God, everything is possible yea so true and just believe so i'm gonna study hard, play hard, and serve hard. So yeap i have made the best decision of my life. So i'm gonna take up the challenge and perservere to be all i can be in St Andrew so i'm not gonna to give up!
Lastly thank God for you all cos these encouraging words are like coffee to me! - It truly encourages me....

Lastly something really very cool does these words sounds familiar to you cos all these are actually parts of your encouragements so happy finding which sentences are yours!

Thanks Everybody!

Oasis

2008-06-12T05:43:00.000-07:00

Oh Man! What can i say about Oasis its like a spiritual meltdown and re-moulding. God was really really moving honestly. Many visions was castered on me many miry words were spoken to me man was it really powerfully. I remembered reaching downtown east with a heart of expectation and really praying that this camp will never be the same because this camp must impact me to the point of experiencing God just side by side and man did it came true, more than once. The strongest was went we were suppose to pray for our school on the final day of camp, then i prayed for myself to change so that i could impact the school and even before we prayed, i just broke down and i don't even have the strength to speak in tongues so i just nod my head and after the camp i felt totally different its like Jesus has just changed my heart but all in all i believed every SA felt God.

So Let The Floodgates Open Cause The SA angels are crashing the party.
No more external expression but internal!

god is great

2008-04-15T06:43:00.000-07:00

Felt something really great so it must be the holy spirit prompting me to blog haha but just wanna say that i was just spending quiet time alone thinking and i remembered how god really blessed me many many many(x1000) times. Everytime when nothing seems right i will always look to him and guess what...He never fails =)
That was then that i remembered everything...in a sense we're all link back to god, if our shepherd's shepherd did not invite god into their hearts, they would not be serving and bringing people like us to church so its really god that soften our leaders heart to accept christ which in turn bring us haha sorry but things might not sound very english cos its rather a sudden thought so i need time to recollect everything....
So i was just thinking what would happen if our leaders did not accept christ...what would we be now???
playing lan, doing worthless stuff or being plain no life?
Or going all the way back in time to the 12 apostles era...if they did not follow jesus which in turn follow god then what would happen.
Then the more i think the more the " what if " question pop up like
- what if jesus did not die for us?
- what if somewhere along the time people stop believing in gods existence before our time?
- what if god did not create us?
Haha! actually there's alot of what if but i shall stop here with one last what if.....

what if god did not love us?

Yupps so thank you god =)
3 cheers for god
hip hip hooray
hip hip hooray
hip hip hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mini Quiet Time

2008-04-04T05:23:00.000-07:00

Had a so-called mini quiet time today at SASS...kinda glad that i can see my own sheep leading this since we had sports day so can't really make it for prayer meet
Yupps! so we were reading about the whole of matthew 18. God gave me this really strong emotion inside of me about " The greatest in the kingdom of heaven" & " The parable of the unmerciful servant". The bible wrote that we must change and become like a little child if not, we will never enter the kingdom of heavens. Then everything just dawned on me why its so. I remeber vividly when i was young when i want to go here or there my mum would tell me don't go there because there's a monster! Being naive i naturally believed its the same as a christianity we should be child like and not childish and heed what the bible tells us and the other one would be the parable of the unmerciful servant, about how the master forgave his servant although he owed he alot of money but this servant of his, upon going out he saw another servant that owed him money but he became angry and put him in behind bars. What i think god spoke to me is that god spared us from the destiny of going to hell by sending jesus to die for us which translate to the master cancelling his servant's debt but we on the other hand when people sinned against us, we straight away hate that person just like in the bible where the servant went out and saw another servant that owed him money and took action by sending him to jail. So next time before we take action on someone, think about it for a moment....have we been showing grace at all?

Currently listening to : Superstar - Lupe Fiasco feat matthew santos

music blogggiiiieeee!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-29T23:17:00.000-07:00

Pretty bored a few days ago so decided to browse iTunes(don't even know why)
when around listening to music and found some pretty good ones haha

- All time low
- New found glory
- The Almost
- Cute is what we aim for
- 30 seconds to mars
- Mayday parade
- +44
- The scene aesthetic
- The rocket summer

Tracks:

All time low - Vegas, Six feet under the stars, Dear maria count me in

New found glory - Dresses to kill, Forget my name, Hit or miss,

The Almost - Southern weather

Cute is what we aim for - sweat the battle before the battle sweats you, There's A class for this

30seconds to mars - The kill, Saviour

Mayday parade - When i get home you're so dead, Jamie all over, Take this to heart

+44 - when your heart stops beating

The scene aesthetic - Beauty in the breakdown

The rocket summer - Do you feel, So much love

So that should be all...

Found this clip kinda cool on how Travis Barker remix the song low by flo rida (clip on top)

currently listening to - All time low - Umbrella(cover)

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-24T07:04:00.000-07:00

Someone's holding a knife and asking me to update it now( just kidding )... One thing i really really hate is ' cool ' kids trying to be cool by saying @#$% christ, hell rocks but i mean, seriously, do they really know what is waiting for them down below? There i guess these people really need to GROW UP!!!! i really want to see their face when they really do go hell!!!!!!! muahahahaa but being a kind and loving christian i shall enlightened them by saying hell is not a nice place for little boys(and girls) like you and i... oh one more thing arsenal's defeat really brightens up my day and ac milan has FINALLY won a match but man utd was awesome compared to liverpool haha and i actually said that liverpool will win oh well everything happens, happens for a reason...it is all in a plan that god has given so expect greater things liverpool fans...remember you will not walk alone cos when YOU GUYS LOSE there will be many many many people coming over to ......... ' comfort ' you
well thats all folks....i will blog soon...i hope =)

God help those who help themselves part-1

2008-02-29T05:11:00.000-08:00

Yea...lets get the blogging started
last sunday before i slept god gave me this burden for the SA ppl so i really prayed till bout 11:30pm which was very very late for me so i prayed for gods wisdom, strength & anointingwell with a heart of expectation for the following day outreaching, i slept....
When i woke up woo i tell you i was super high man haha i jump right out of the bed literally then i was so full of energy tht i did not do things i normally would do such as
- almost bumping myself on the toilet door
- wearing my uniform like HOURS!!!!
- eating my breakfast like taking a bite before stoning haha
so i brisk walk to school where the weather was pretty good...
when to school and i saw aaron so we took our paper and JUST WHACK!!!!

To be continued...stay tuned

So excited haha!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-10T00:24:00.000-08:00

Time to get my fingers going....
Here goes...
On saturday woke up super early cos pq called me for morning call then my phone was buzzing like mad but thankfully i woke up if nt my phone would have drop haha phew then i sped of to nexus only to know that the door was still lock then i was What The Heck!!!!! should have slept till later....but still we had to do duty with so little time yet so many things everyone was buzzing everywhere vacuum here wiping but nevertheless through gods grace we barely managed to finish everything....service was great as usual always & forever after tht went S11 then i saw DARYL PHONE MSG : SOCCER MATCH 15 FEB 2008 TELL YOUR GUYS then like some kid my eyes brighten cos i was hungry for soccer action because usually after cg we would play soccer but since i gotta tuition too bad then in school no bring ball....Also our previous friendly ended 2-2 against central...DANG!!!! but now we'll win cos i'm bring chester back yeah... my legs are pumping with the excitement of the prospect of playing against the adults really warms my blood haha so watch out babies!!! =)

Currently listening to : Mayday Parade - "When I Get Home, You're So Dead"

Don't really get it but this song and this band really is awesome try listening to it

*Cheers*

Love the world

2008-01-19T22:42:00.000-08:00

Finally found time to blog
Joke!!!! saturday woke up then on computer and found this song "Lord of all" by hillsong then download it because its very nice but dont say i slow ok because yar the album is Jesus is and it came out in 2005 which is like 3 years later then i hear it but its very nice then opps service so i went down meet up with sheep and got ready for praise & worship then the first song they sang you guess!!!!! HAHA its lord of all joke but i guess trying to tell me he's lord of all and yes and AMEN!!!!!!!! He is....those new believer when you can be fortunate enough to read this blog =P your will not regret making this decision no you all wont trust me then after service we went hang out at cathay play table soccer haha secret hiding place from now on adidas can say goodbye quiet times because here comes the NEB GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
Then on sunday decided to go do something bout my hair that the discipline mastered messed up....went to marcus ex-salon cut but since k.c was busy i let the lady cut and hhhmmmm.....not bad then went to wash my hair so in a sense its a full pacage and i was like wooo~ so shiok man they massage till i almost doze off haha then they styled my hair and i believe the word pain dont exist in their dictionary they were like pulling front and back but in the end its still kinda nice*personal opinion* anyway after that they gave me the moulding clay for free haah cool~
So thats all i will blog maybe when pigs can fly?!?!?!!? haha joking but soon when i'm more free

Gods love never fails =)

2007-12-31T23:34:00.000-08:00

Wow!!!!!!!! its the new year dudes now~ cant wait for the exciting plan god has in stall for me...kinda through wad happen the past year and i'm really glad to say its a great great year...1st three months was crap till daryl brought me to church and it was then i'm really change in a miraculous way...from a new believer i'm now a shepherd and people turn to me for help occasionally this really made me feel really good that of all the billions in the world god chose me....What 2008 holds for me i dont know but i bet its gonna be something really really exciting and i really have people whom are passionate bout god and serve willingly....
Now on with the day...went over to marcus hse and lepak its really cool to play soccer at the small field and stuffing urself with pizza and kfc then we had a count down 5...4...3...2...1... Happy new year then we all decided to bunk at ming jangs hse but joke he did not bring his hse key so we went to sam hse to stay over...bathing never felt so refreshing till that day then we stone at the tv screen and pak...we all fell asleep...wow!!!!!! Nigel snore super super loud oh and something random....massive love for theodore so cute so i'm glad jesus came to my life if not all this would not have happen...so i'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned in awe of the one who gave it all.........
chao
happy new year to all

complete change

2007-12-12T17:37:00.000-08:00

Let the update begin =)

Too bad i could not make it to the 1st two days of camp but i made it for the last day.....i met up with my sheep before going to christ church...wow when i was there every1 was like CHESTER~ haha everybody loves chester =P *joking* but we just mess around and played some soccer...later we had some teaching from pastor simon eng, on how to prepare our lives it was totally great then we ate dinner it was just very fun, we crack super lame jokes hah!!!! then we had another sermon on building god's house successfully its also great =) then CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was suddenly so high man then i dance and jump till my pants almost drop and i really mean it then it was then that i remembered what marcus told me about king david haha now i understand what king david felt...he must be also very high when praising god...then we sang a song about friends and it was then that i almost cried but i did not haha...it was that time that i remembered the joys and laughters i had in caregroup and the bad times too...then i realised that because of the caregroup, i am who i am now....thanks for everything guys =) and i even remembered when i 1st when caregroup at the old rc, marcus gave me a F&N cherry to drink haah!!!!!! Then theres worship man i love it and later back to praise phew we sang and sang...when i woke up the next day i could not even speak properly i had a sore throat but who cares as long as i can praise the lord yay!!!!!! then the next day after the end of camp ceremony, we went to long john with gideon then we shared many stuff lar...then i went back home to sleep then after dinner at bout 8:30pm, i went to sleep untill bout 9:30pm haha super tired but its all worth it

Out of the blue

2007-11-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

Finally i'm able to update my blog kinda busy with my exams...Today was very fun man during cg we had loads and loads of fun and after caregroup we played soccer...it was very fun man and i scored*definitely*. But thats not the point. After i reach home, i went to bath and it was then that everything dawn on me. While bathing, i kinda had some flashback of us playing soccer and i had a strong emotion during that time when time and again god have bless me and till now with countless people that had not only mould me but brought me joy and annoyance*dono how to spell* but its like everyone that i come across is part of a present god has given me, bringing me different aspects of the areas in my life. Its like everyone had a part in shaping me and moulding me. Isn't god just simply amazing on how you never realised that he had friends whom we must not take for granted. So to end off why dont u reflect on people that have brought you joy and three cheers for them. =)

Baptise

2007-10-10T06:54:00.000-07:00

Last saturday went to be baptised...phew i wasn't that scared until i went to the entrance gate of the YWCA...during then was i really excited that i have settled my mine that i'm gonna be a christian and nothing less than a christian. So we had some praise songs before we had a small teaching by pastor ben before setting off on my 'quest'. then many came and go till it was daryl's*elijah* turn man hes so funny he slipped over the edge of the pool haha then after he got up he was changed...then later it was my turn so i went into the pool and after a couple of prayers i got up from the pool and there i was elisha hhhhhmmmm....gonna make double the miracle now. After that we celebrated elisha square*elisha & elijah* crap we got caked man but after that we decided to hang out in carl's jr and we decided to play the number game...crap should not have played cos i had to drink alot of lemon tea...lemon tea phobia

sing a song hahaha

2007-10-02T23:26:00.000-07:00

Super slack this few days no need take 'N' lvls haha so lucky but so bored almost everyday played Taidi and kept on listening to songs. Don't know but lately got addicted to the song thunder by Boys like Girls its like so nice lar btw i posted it above tis post so if you wanna go listen to it its kinda nice for my opinion especially the acoustic version. Today was so boring but the thing bout my classroom was that it is in an air-con room so i was practically only wearing my socks and walking around for the whole day haha like so cheena ah-peh like that but so what you know what 'Cheena' rocks and i'm proud to be a Cheena so lets go chee-o-go haha quoted by Lee Tok Kong

2007-09-16T05:24:00.000-07:00

Finally could found tym to update my blog coz ist lyk dead...recently attended our church 16th anniversary man was tht high the sermon was great too mostly bout placing your faith in god n letting him do the rest the praise was the best-Majesty by planetshakers- Rising i feel my heart sing his praises our lord n king so meaningful after the service every1 so lyk so super super high cnnt stop so wads the only way to cool our self????? of cose is the typical NEB TAU POK tht usually cools us down haha but cose its too late daryl, chee li & me decided to bunk at sams hse nice~ we ended up sleeping at arnd 3-4am haha....then on sunday i left for tuition man i was really very paiseh coz will ggoin to novena some man walk towards me then i said no but the guy was lyk looking at me n giving me tht im nt toking to u look then i realised tht he wanted to tok to the guy behind me nt me so i was lyk crap better run hahathen after tuition wen bck hm took a nap n here i am writing my blog but after accepting christ many things took a change for the better n nw my life has so much meaning in it...if my life was to be made into a movie it would mostly be blades of glory b'coz i'm juz such a joke.....but tht does nt mean i'm spastic

Satisfied

2007-09-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

Woah 2dae after tuition i was lyk very bored b'coz though i m goin to my grandma hse, no other cousins are goin but upon reaching there, my mum told me all my cousins are coming but the tink is tht though after my lunch, i could still finish my grandmas cooking ffffoooooo~~sometyms 1 really m amazed by my grandmas cooking lolz....

unfortunate events one after another.....

2007-08-25T22:20:00.000-07:00

Recently theres lots & lots of unfortunate events that happen to me and trust me all are very very very BAD!!!!!!!!!!!Firstly my wallet got lost &i dont even know how i drop it really is very puzzling haizzz could not have a decent meal for 1 whole week man no wonder so skinny now.Then another incident was that some IDIOT !!!!!! go push me and i accidentally tore a tiny weeny part of my ear ffffffoooooooooo~~~~~~ i tell you all blood was like the niagara falls*exxagerated abit* but the blood just kept flowing and flowing and it kept on bleeding frm my english class which was about 12pm till when marcus called me to go care group which was around between 3-4pm so its lyk wad the heck i bled for 3-4 hours sia wwooo!!!! nice~ haha but a miracle happen lehx which was i kept on bleeding until when marcus called me to go care group then my bleeding stop haha *god is moving* then yesterday after service i got a fever from out of no where sia just felt my head throbbing, whole body aching and my whole body was very hot kinda lyk the song its getting hot in here so take off all your clothes haha but the worse was that on my way back after service...two girls was lyk staring at me i tink shld be b'coz of my blood clot stuck at my ear....yupp that shld be it ......................

T.T

2007-08-17T07:08:00.000-07:00

Haizz 2dae was actually kinda sad coz early in the morning i woke up really prepared for the game...i really practice hard to the point tht i make sure tht i could juggle at least 15 tyms b4 taking a rest but upon starting the game i felt tht i wasnt really me coz i juz did nt feel rite thts y we got hammered 8-2...siao sia hammered unti tis standard no good tis is nt rite man.But i really felt lousy b'coz my team mates was really relying on me to so called deliver te goods but the think is i disappoint them n during half-tym i really stayed in the toilet cubicle n reflect to myself to the point tht i even drenched myself in the shower room to really wake myself up...Soon second half begin and although i did buck up to assist 1 but in the end we still lost so 2dae really feel lousy but in the process i have learnt tht being complacent is nt good so frm 2dae onwards i m really gonna practice n practice n i must not believe i m good unless i really know myself tht i have achieved my goal.

Sianzzz day

2007-08-13T01:57:00.001-07:00

2dae gotten jack mancoz wen i went 2 skool tis morning then realise i din hv 2 take my math test sia n i spent my past 3 dsaays juz studying maths...anyway lately i hv fallen in love wif tis anime called D. Gray Man...The plot, which takes place at the end of a fictional 19th century Europe, revolves around Allen Walker. Allen is a member of the Black Order, a group of Exorcists connected with the Vatican. Their mission is to stop The Millennium Earl, an evil being planning to cleanse the world by destroying all the humans in the manner of Noah's great flood.
The Exorcists themselves are special people gifted with the ability to control and use Innocence, a divine substance created in the ages past to combat the Earl's minions, the Akuma. It is said that there are exactly 109 units of Innocence scattered around the world. Once an Innocence finds its compatible person, it will evolve to become a weapon to fight the Akuma.Sometyms tis anime really makes me weep coz its really very touching whereby e deceased wanted 2 badly 2 c their loved ones again...by using weakness, the The Millennium Earl tempted those ppl 2 call bck their loved ones which he used 2 torment them n upon being revived, the deceased go through pain which we ourself cnnt understand n tht seeing them cry b4 being under e control of the millenium earl...so touching gonna watch more ToT

feeling so sad & alone...

2007-08-09T06:10:00.000-07:00

Haizzz 2dae i lost my most loved 1 in a sense he has been wif me 4 e past 16 yrs of my miserable life...his been sort of lyk my pillar of strenght which got me through my darkest tyms.Hes been wif me frm my happiest moment to my saddest moment wen i was young he cuddled me 2 sleep wen i was cold he kept me warm...he is my bolster......i juz wanna let him know tht although we are physically seperated, i would b there spiritually n mentally. Goodbye n god bless you my LOVE...Goodbye my lover goodbye my friend u hv been e 1 u hv been e 1 4 me. Yesterday feel so bad n guilty lehx coz i sort of pangseh SOME1*u noe who u r* although she say nvr mind but feel kinda guilty man...ToT sry =] *u noe who*

lagged blog

2007-08-01T01:01:00.000-07:00

Last sat was very very fun yupps its very fun we hadda NE*northeast*sports day it was awesome man....especially the tournament but after some intense match we manage 2 enter e final thanks to 2 last minute goals by me n tht taiko daryl dono hw he even manage 2 shoot n the keeper slip the ball but thankfully we went to the FINAL...wad a final it was crowds cheeringsky threatening n plenty of auntie n uncles walking pass without noeing wads happening...THE~ dun they noe we r writing a new chapter in history....i stood there alone up front wif my legs shivering haha always happen wen i go 2 other tournament especially in e finals or semi-finals but PEEP~ n we started as usual balll fly here fly there shoe screeching sounds then suddenly i dribble e ball n WHACK...Tong it wen in wahhaha HERO sia...then after some fine passes frm our teammates especially donavan n some precise shooting n fanciful skipping pass challenge we won them 7-5 n finally i could heave a sign of relief....but i muz say NEA and the other team played well

a blog dedicated 2 jesus... =)

2007-07-27T02:45:00.000-07:00

OK this following blog might be 2 hard 4 some to digest or accept so if ur afraid u may choice nt 2 read it but i would advice all REAL christian 2 read it*its very long but its worth it*....Recently i came across this documentary on "Jesus does nt exist" its mainly on the idea tht theres no such person as jesus and tht christianity existed due to the fantasy of men and tht they wanna 2 hold on to the idea tht no matter wad rong they mite hv done they will be forgiven and this will make them less guilty...But after watching the documentary it still did nt sway my belief and tht jesus existed...Actually it made my belief even stronger 4 after watching the doc i could nt tink of anytink but the fact until i decided 2 trust god and ask him whole-heartedly 2 show me the way then a miracle happen*ok tis is seriously the truth i'm nt joking if u dun belief then i pray tht jesus mite open ur heart* so the moment i open the bible i found this chunck of paragraph b4 looking deeper i found out sometink amazing man god answered my prayer so here goes Galatians 5:1-15.(v1-v2)"It is 4 freedom tht christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do nt let urself b burdened again by a yoke of slavery.Mark my words! I,Paul, tell you tht if u let urself be circumcised , Christ will b of no value 2 you at all.(v4-v6)u who r trying 2 b justified by law hv been alienated frm Christ; u hv fallen away frm grace. But by faith we eagerly await through e spirit e righteousness 4 which we hope. For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision has any value . The only thing tht counts is faith expressing itself through love. (v10) I m confident in e lord tht u will take no other view. The one who is throwing u into confusion will pay the penalty, whoever he may be.(v12) As 4 those agitators, i wished they would go the whole way and emasculate themselves. (v13-v15)You, my brothers were called 2 b free. But do nt use ur freedom 2 indulge the sinful nature ; rather , serve one another in love. The entire law is summed up in a single command: "love ur neighbour as urself. " If you keep on biting and devouring each other , watch out or you will b destroyed by each other " AMEN!!!! So look at the probability of this... its lyk 1/1076 n the moment i flip my bible i was on this meaningful paragraph which actually explain my problems...so this is 2 much 4 a coincedence rite even 4 a non-believer so b'cos of god i m sharing these wif all u ppl...so belive in the lord if nt will u tink i will lie and flip through the whole few thousand page bible 2 trick u guys...neh i'm nt so bo liao... so i hope tis izen 2 much 4 u all 2 digest and if any1 has watched b4 e documentary and if ya a christian i hope this blog would help u but 4 u non-belivers i hope tht 1 day u would seriously come 2 ur senses...so belief it or nt its up 2 ya but i will...thts all =) *copyright by chester*

crap day...

2007-07-26T05:19:00.000-07:00

The day started off wif math but seriously i dun really noe hw i hv been passing my math period over and over again i tink i shld consider filming down hw on earth did i go through math 4 bout 16yrs and still survive...then it was chinese again 1 word"SLACK" after was history but since e teacher was nt in clazz so kinda stone 4 bout a period b4 goin 4 recess...foo~ i tell u i was on form men n we beat the other team 6-1 wahahah..after recess was elective so as usual we stone, tok and 'suan' each other till lesson over b4 goin 2 english clazzz wah sianzzz men do compre but no choice wad cn we do so after skool we actually planned 2 hv mcg*short 4 matthew care group* e basic tink was 2 let our contacts noe who we are n wad we do...then it RAIN....=.= of all tym it has 2 rain 2dae wen we planned 2 play soccer. So we juz stone there and tok until some1 gave a bright idea of playing at the canteen...since there was a big empty place so we decided yeah~ y nt lets play then i played barefooted there...i tell u guys all it was fun playing on cold concrete floor haha but hope tht we weren't caught on camera so better keep my fingers cross. So tht pretty sums up the whole day....so bb

slack day.... =)

2007-07-25T05:35:00.000-07:00

woah~god sort of answered my prayer 2DAE AMEN!!!!phew 2dae finally had a chance 2 catch my breathe...my day started wif chemistry*my dreaded subject* sort of bored but manage 2 survive through but then the fun begin after tht was chinese haha teacher kinda sick so e havoc kind off started then it was math~ 1 word...BORING....then i juz stone there in clazz b4 goin off to create havoc at the bck haha kinda fun then recess....*recess r always fun so no point goin to tht*.....then we had english so we copied some stuff while listening 2 music*wasted din charge my ipod if nt i would b able to listen 2 some sermon* so i juz anyhow do finish my work haha thts y e title is called slack day then we watch some stuff AND it was HISTORY wow...so much fun i actually stone there 4 an hour or so then tht pretty sums up my day 2dae...

totally lost

2007-07-22T05:02:00.000-07:00

2dae i really wished tht i could juz close my eyes juz 4 2dae....kinda vexed out by e heavy work load couldn't even catch my breathe. wouldn't it b great if e sun could still sleep 4 1 mor day n tht we could hv an extra day 2 really find bck wads really our goal in lif...juz 1 day 2 ponder over....after hearing tis song "Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape" by underoath, i then really felt i hv been kinda side-tracking frm god...by then i did some reflection on my own*wen my mum wasn't at home*then did i realised tht i hv been lacking in spirit so nw i feel kinda "LOST" really lost........hopefully i might find bck myself

2007-07-20T05:36:00.000-07:00

Finally gotten my own bloggy =) ... 2dae kinda bored so decided 2 spend quiet tym all by myself*kinda TOO!! quiet actually but i found an interesting verse~matthew 5:46~ here goes...if you love those who love you , what reward will you get? are not even the tax collector doing that... after reading these PHAM!!! lyk 1 bullet shot through me men haha its very true coz even JESUS himself forgave those roman soldiers who prosecuted him so YEAHH if any1 who read tis has any1 whom they dislyk, no matter what forgive them 4 every1 deserve a second chance rite??? kinda chim 4 some1 lyk me but thts nt e point alrite....rmb better 2 hv mor frens than enemies